Something I forgot to mention in my last post:
I am proud of myself, really proud of myself. It's a new feeling for me.
I have done things this year that I never imagined doing. Things like:
Joined the PTA.
Joined the MOMS Club.
Started the "Scrapbooking Club" with Kelly and Tracey.
Gone on the canal walk the other day, with someone I had never met.
Gone to my Thursday night meetings.
Stuck with counseling and medication.
Chair the Food Committee for Mardi Gras.
Made a basket for Teacher Appreciation week.
Volunteered to lead Emily's Girl Scout troop next year.
They may not seem like big things. Those of you who know where I was at emotionally last year know (or at least should know) how big they are.